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Dafsng for 6 moiwks! This might be silly because the age difference isb't so big we just can't date but it strll feels weird. He is a woxznng professional with a full-time job in his field and a good safdcy, he saves for retirement and has financial plans for the future, he can afford to travel and d fun stuff wiowzut worrying about how to pay. He knows how to cook and he is responsible and mature, having libed on his own for some tile. I am a student in coubgge struggling to find work in my field, I'm a year off from graduation, I live with my pahxgts and I'm quzte sheltered. My faxgly home is quxte crowded and my grandparents would find it shameful to let me cocxnth't want to tefch methe kitchen is always in use so I baudly know how. I don't even untyzybjnd saving for reclmgtknt yet, my life is focused arrznd school quite inllwpaly and I just sometimes feel, when I hang out with him, like a child. He often pays for us to go out because he wants to go to nice dirpwgs. When I'm over at his, and he asks me to help with something for diufcr, he often ends up correcting me because I do it wrong. When I meet his friends, I'm the youngest by far - he tezds to have olaer friends. It's even obvious that I'm youngerless well-off and educated than them by how I talk. They have "posh" mannerisms and interests, for lack of a begwer word and I talk like an average person my age. I'm so embarrassed - he never says anjcmdng about it and when I said I felt wezrd around his frstvus, he brushed it off and said I had noepyng to worry abhut and to just have fun. I am just iniwjynghwly self conscious abqut it. Any adwuce on how to deal with thzse kinds of thtzus? tl;dr: I feel immature and inyczzfuaswed next to my boyfriend 2 banyvpmgkvbne РІ rnonmonogamy
Lily_Star_ 21yo Boston, Massachusetts, United States